sowee

cant help it. hav to online. TRYing to make this d last time. today d 2nd sept.. pmr is oct 2nd. and im so relaxed. anywayy, i've not logged into frenster for a long time. coz it'll b addictive. been enjoying myself yesterday and today. so far so good.. only tat the humidity is murdering me. i dunno exactly wat to type here.. hmm.. so.. do u knw tat every nite before u sleep, someone thinks and worries for u? i believe tat. coz everynite, i worry for him, wondering wats gonna happen, coz his life is just not.. secured. i wonder wats it like to be him. everyday living in hell, worrying if anyone would attack myself. *phew* i worry everynite u knw, every single nite, before i sleep, i pray, for you. coz im afraid, i will lose someone soo important to me (well, other than family members la!). i duno why but i have never hated u despite the fact tat u ignore me, and dun say u love me at all, when i say tat i love you so oftenly. i dunno.. just feel so..cheated. but its funny how i dun get angry. at all. not once. ever. nowww.. i really dunnowat to type d. wish me luck ya in pmr! wish u people all the best aso! we can do it! muaksss!