and the countdown begins..

well, not exactly lar. it started many many many months ago. ahah. aihz~ typed an entry this afternoon but the itchiness of my hands paaid the price. lolz. anyway, pmr is abt 3 weeks time. i dunno wat to say. ahha. my frens who seemed lazy last time, slept in class while teachers were teaching (including me), never complete thier homeworks ( me aso), and never seem to open their books for exams are now very hardowrking! excpet me of course! haha! i just hav this feeling in me.. the feeling of being uncertain, the feeling of being confident, but not very confident, the feeling of being able to do something, but having doubts, the feeling of fear, yet not that very fearful. i just dunno how to describe it lah~ all these actually berpunca daripada: PMR. That three scary alphabets! argh!! nyway, i was thinking abt my pmr. i dun think i can get starights tho people keep telling me to not worry. like.. HELLO!!! i only got 6 A's for trials. hwo can i get straights for pmr? aiyo. dunno la.. very keksim. everyinte i dream, dream abt getting bad results for pmr. its always negative wan. and worse, im falling sick! was in the bus just now, as usual. the guys smoked. but less d. coz mayb harga rokok naik. ahha. then my schoo girls were so different. coz of guys. so.. hmm.. i dunno, not their usual selves in school. oh well, girls.. and guys.. when it comes to this stage.. aih~ oh well.. hehe.. my frens hav been facing problems. i mean, my frens. most of those are personal problems. im sorry frens, tat i cant help. all i can say is, hang on babe, hang on. this will soon past. i knw u can do it! hang on k! i just wanna say tat i love everyone around me! everyoneeeeee!! yay!!!! hehe.. especially someone, i wan u to knw i appreciate u soo much! hehe! im afraid to delete ur messages coz im scared tat i would lose the one person whom will hear to watever i wanna talk abt. XD. love you! okie, gotta go.. chiao~