i wonder..

i wonder what God has planned for me. i wonder what he wrote in my bok of life before i even came into this world. i wonder.. its not like i care too much but i sure hope its some good planning, God! this shits im goiong thru now, i understand. i knw u do this for a reason. better days are ahead. i trust you. you happen to be the only person i trust actually, lord buddha. i knw i hav always turned my back towards you, but please trust me, i regretted and now im changing. please. i dont blame you for wats happening. but i knw, u hav better plans for me. i knw, i trust you.