hello there..

ahh~ pathetic title. cant help it. haha.. its 0044hours now, monday morning. in approx 5 hours i have to wake up frm deamland, which i havent even visited yet, to go to school. hmm.. just got bored. so decided to online before going to bed. and while i was online-ing, i looked thru my frens list and reading people's blog and stuffs in frenster. then i realised i am actualy not 100% over him YET. so i decided to er.. sms him. haha.. just one of those forwarded message. i love doing that somehow. i used to do that alot to him, he doesnt give a damn. and i actually feel bad coz i just practically left him after like.. him.. disturbing him for what have been like.. a year. hehe.. despite the fact that he was such a jerk, i couldnt help it. perhaps im 75%over him. not fully yet, but i will, one day. i guess. then he called me back! wanted to tell him that i missed him, but i didnt do that. i dont want him to think that im a manja girl, and that he's soooooooo important. nah uh~ ahha.. oh~ see? i miss him already. aww~ this is bad u knw. hes in college now. he SHUD be busy. im freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! hahhahahaha...!!! im going crazee.. anyway theres this lil baby pic that yenyi sent to me. its so cute, that i think i change my mind. i think im gonna get married and give birth. haha~ if i can get the right guy/man for myself that is. =)hahaha~ esper is so gonna laugh so hard when she reads this. IF she reads this that is. hehehe.. oh my favourite's song on fly fm now! ahha.. oh heck, who cares. ive gotta sleep. its 0055hours now and ive gotta go school tmr. =)