Scribbles

anyone, if you're reading this and you know me, answer this: AM I THAT BAD? im just wondering. coz it seems tat i am. i dont know why. its not like i want evryone to like/love me, but the feeling and reaction im getting now, its so different. its not just ignorance, its like.. i lost my frens. those frenships, they sank. =/ what happened to those days when we were close to each other, put up with each other's nonsense, and cared for each other so much that we're willing to sacrifice our dreamland time? mayb its just.. perubahan masa/monsoon. but i cant believe this is happening. even the person i trust so much, the one i never thought would do this to me, they are all now.. living in their own world. well, i guess we have to move on huh. as for now, to take away my sorrowful memories and bad times, im counting on queens guide. oh boi, this thing is sure to make me busy and forget abt my 'frens'. =)