argh~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

god damnmit~!!!!! how??? nothing has changed... nothing~! i did change a bit last week.. but after thursday, everything went back to normal~ eat a lot, exercise sooooooooo veyr little.. and.. i dunno la..~!! how come? u noe.. i eat so much these days.. study sooo little.. exercise lagi little.. gosh.. i think im suffering from binge.. an eating disorder... how can? test is coming up in like 2 weeks time.. this weekend gonna be busy.. sighh.. wat happened to eveyrthing? as in...... my determination and stuff??? ggrrr.... ARGHHH!!!!!!!!` if this goes on, i cant take it anymore.. someone just kill me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!