Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Ohana.

Ohana means family. Family means nobody gets left behind. (or something like that). from lilo and stitch. =)

this little brat is about 2 years old. my nephew!
these are my nephews. back in penang. and the BIG one is up to no good. haha.


so yes. my family. im an aunt. a young, hot, sporting, sexay, smart, (whatever good points u can think of) aunt. haha. i have 6 nephews and a niece back in penang. aint i lucky? haha. and 2 of my nephews are older than me. swt. LOL.

my family in penang. and kl. my mum's side. i love them loads. as much as my dad's side.

this is my family from my dad's side. too bad i dont have a picture like this of the family in penang. well, this is the immediate family. got expanded family. haha. and its huge. LOL. but i love them all.


so my point is, i LOVE my family, and they are always my priority. ALWAYS. though each and everyone of them has their own attitude that some may find annoying, they're still family!

so yes, one may not be able to 'tapis' the words that come out of her mouth, causing her good intentions to look bad. and yes, i have to admit i got pretty pissed before, and hence made a scene. sorry, my bad. haha! but gota say, its not entirely MY fault that i lost my temper.

and one more, doesn't mean that when one is younger than you, what they say and their words are useless. sometimes i like to learn from kids. =)

what point am i making again? haha. sincerely, no idea. i just wana let everyone know that i love my family loads!

see that old man there? i miss him. my uncle. passed away last year. he used to be so jovial and bubbly, but cancer took his life away. his death was expected, but im devastated that i couldnt make it back for his funeral. coz of National Service. Curse you NS! and now, i still feel guilty. i will be back in penang soon (i hope) to pray. and may he attain eternal bliss of nibbana.

i lost 3 family members in 2 years. depressing? yeah. more than that. my biggest regret from these three incidents is not expressing my love for them. especially my cousin, who passed away in an accident, till today i still miss him tho i wasnt close to him at all. i did dream of him a couple of times. and from these deaths, i learnt the value of life, and the true meaning of 'live life to the fullest'. so i would like to say here again, thanks to all my family members for their endless support, love and kindness. and everything else. i am nothing without family. =)

to all my friends, i love u as much as my family! SeriouS!! hehe! well, i am grateful to have these people in my life. my family, my friends, my teachers, tuition teachers, and others who helped me through my 18 years of living.

and i promise each and everyone of u, that i will live my life to the fullest!

and come to think of it, its been some time since i have been sad and depressed. each and every day, i smile genuinely. no joke. in my entire 18 years of living, NOW is the time in my life that i see everything positively. Nowadays i seldom get sad and angry. (except when PMS la. LOL)

so yeah. ok this post is crap. so not organised. as for now, may everyone out there be well happy. may my family be well and happy, may my friends be well and happy, may my enemies (if any) be well and happy, may my beloved departed ones and unseen beings rejoice in the merits i have accrued and attain eternal bliss of nibbana. last but not least, may I be well and happy always. sadhu sadhu sadhu. =)

so yes. will post tmr with a better post. till then, live life to the fullest my dear friends! *winks*

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