who exactly is the real you?

you needed someone to talk to after your break up. you chatted to me all night long. you messaged me first on msn. you told me if there was anything wrong i could call you. you gave me your number. you were lonely on new years eve night. you slept early, ignoring my calls. i heard from my fren tht you lied to me. you were off for 3 months. you missed call me at first. then you sms me. then you forget about me. you're back, you dont even let me know. you only smsed me when i smsed you. sometimes you dont reply. you wanted to see me. you saw me, you acted like we didnt know each other. you didnt let me see you hair. you drive around alot. you are rich. you are cute. you're a playboy. you flirted with me. you made promises with me. you broke them. you sms me again, telling me there were some misunderstandings. you told me the truth. you have a new gf. you never thought of my feelings. you treated me as if i was your little sister, you said. but the truth is, you're treating me like im your second gf. you do not reply when i sms. you refuse to drive me round. you find your reasons to avoid me. you lied to me that you will only get your lisence tomorrow. you dont wanna drive me around. you wanna see me play. you do not reply when i mention the word pak toh with your new gf. wats up with you? i was there when you needed someone and vice versa. i chatted to you in return. i replyed your messages and sms. i called you when i had some problems. i was with you on new years eve night. i was conned by you. i was happy when u still remember me. i was overjoyed when you called me just to say good night. i have always remembered you. i always reply your sms. i always feel worried about you. i always think about your feelings. i always sms. i saw you. i was more than overjoyed. i was dissapointed. i talked to you. then, i was happy. i was shocked when i got your sms. i was too sad for words. i trusted you. i loved you more than a friend. i dream of you every nite. i think of you all the time. i smile whenever i think of you or even just by the sound of your name. i needed help. i told you the latest updates. i asked for your help. i was so dissapointed when you refused. i was so stupid to trust you. i was so stupid to believe in you. i was so stupid to fall in love with you. i have lost faith in myself because of you. and i blame you for this. i hate you. love turns to hate. expectation turns into frustrations.