sighz~ same post as in frenster

cried in school today. yea i knw it sounds kinda childish. but.. well, i couldnt take it anymore. first,. i didnt have enough sleep for the past few days or can say weeks, then i have sooooooooooooooooooooooo much overdued homework, and saringan is coming up. sigh~ then sumore monday is a relaxing day for me. i mean, its time for me to relax lar~ but then teacher ask to stayback frm 3-5pm. like hello??!!?? even staying back for jazz chant practice until 2.40pm also i got no transport back d, wan me to stayback till 5? *sighs* anyway, after that i went to call dad.. he asked me to stayback. ish! then i say lar i got alot of work to do, then he insisted that i stay back for dunno what crap thing, saringan raptai i think.. *wait, i didnt knw saringan got raptai wan* anyway, then i cried on the fon, most prolly coz i was toooo stressed and had alot of work to do PLUS i didnt get enough sleep. so he said its ok and i can come back. he'll write a letter tmr. yahoo? dunno la~ crap, tmr sure kena wan.. watever! well, lets see.. tmr having saringan, hav to stayback till 4.30pm and also on wednesday. thursday got koku till 4.. *phew* hectic sialz.. ahha.. looks like wednesday is gone~ wednesday used to be a very nice day, relaxing and stuff.. btu this week its different. then public speaking competition is coming up, my speech nto ready yet, ive got no voice, my intonation sucks. and teacher is not giving me latihan for impromtu speeches. can die? yea, i knw! to make it worse, i have to defend my last years' title. ish ish ish~ stressful! then nex week ahving prefect cmap. frm 13 march morning till 14 evening. 13 we'll b going sunway . then 14 got another university coming. hello??!!?? ish~ always talk only.. dun u think its a bore? yea. i knw. it better be good. i dont want the same thing as last year to happen. and i have to skip my really really good and effective tuition just for one damn camp. i dun understand why wanan have camps. ish~ even the pandu puteri cmap which was over yesterday, i worked real hard knw. i did the program book. monday night : didnt sleep at all~ coz was doing program book.wednesday was having test and i didnt even read on single thing yet. can die? yea.. but worse, tuesday after coming home frm sch, i sleep, then wake up, then eat, then sleep. without studying, so i sat the test on wednesday without studying. actually, that happened for all my tests. haha.. btu results not yet come out, sh!t! haha then thursday afternoon pn elaine called my house, telling me program book had some errors.. sigh!! anyway, its over d, dowanna talk abt it. so i guess i should be doing work now. ahha.. or else dad's so gonna kill me. hehe.. so, yea, shud go and do work... or mayb sleep? hmm.. lol tata!