23 March 2006

sighz~ well, today is the 24th march btw. ahha~ i put tht as my title coz yesterday was a day to remember. first of all, had my public speaking competition. kinda dissapointed lar. my prepared speech was ok .. i did my best tho i forgot a few lines. but my impromptu sucked. to the max. oh btw, i got 2nd. haha~ my prepared speech title was FAT FAT FAT. mr lim chow koon was the emcee. when he introduced me and my title, he made tht kinda voice and face expression as tho it was an insult (in a good way). haha~ then after tat i asked him why he did that he said i have no right to talk abt FAT. coz im not tht fat. aww.. so sweet. well, guys only sweet talk. haha.. anyway, impromptu was 'school life is anything but fun' kinda confusing lar tat topic. *to be continued* ok, im back. haha~ juz now in the afternoon kinda lazy. hehe. anyway, as i was saying. impromptu yesterday was bad. very bad. sucked to the max. kinda angry with myself. ahha. anyway, got 2nd. ng elaine got 1st. ong kay rin got 3rd. she's frm ndc. my primary sch teacher's daughter. hehe. well, i cried after impromptu, when i went on stage to thank my class and said tht im sorry i dissapointed them but i did my best d, and also when the results were out. well, i duno y but i get veyr very emotional when its during the competition. ahha. miss johnson was cool abt it. pn amelia and mr rajendran was cool. so were pn tan lay heong and pn lim ai ling. well, i guess they knw i tried my best. its nice to see them smile even tho i did kinda bad. they're supportive. then, when i wnet into the car i kept quiet. dad asked me. i told him got 2nd. could see he was dissapointed. sighz~ makes me so sad. he put so much faith and trust in me. but yet i dissapointed him. sad. im a useless daughter. anyway, mum was really happpy. haha then i came home, first thing sms tkv and wen chiang. well, was in tears. haha. then at 6 i had a squash game. sighz. very tiring. at first i wanted to walkover but then i called airini and she didnt pick up. then i called tkv he siad he was going. so well, i decided to just go and play. i knw i will sure lose wan so well, juzt play ni lar. ahha. i reached there at 5.55pm. i was just in time. someone almost told the uncle i wanted to walk over. haha. so, i wnet into the court lor. tkv wast there yet. *phew* but i saw andrew. sighz. haha. he was the refree and ming zhe was the linesman. haha~ paiseh only. well, started playing and when andrew asked to spin the racquet i told the small kid tat just spin the racquet. she'll serve. i had no more energy lar. ahha.. so well, she served. i played. kinda gave up half way. but well, i played lar! haha. first set over, i told the girl continue to play. afterall, i wasnt tired at all. i mean, i didnt run. ahha~ she said ok. then middle fo 2nd set i told her play 3 sets straight. she said ok. ahha. well, end of 2nd set andrew and ming zhe was like.. 'rest lar! rest lar!' .. ahha. too bad, i refused. wanted to get over the game faster. ahha. lionel was there too. -.-" anyway, straight after my game, i step out of the court ni, ahhahaha.. i saw one boy walking in with the cap. guess who? lolz. he was late. ahhahaha. i succeeded! i finished my game before he reached maksak. ahhaha. lolz. he was kinda shocked tat i lost ot them twin. told ya im bad. anyway, talked ot him a while. abt my public speaking. seriously, i am still very sad. anyway, went straight went to tuition till 9.30pm. and half way thru tuition ah mai called me. she ask me wat watch i wan. fossil wan. ahha. hehehehe.. she bought watch d. ehhee.. saw d. if u all wanna knw, go to www.fossil.com the watch name is pinky. latest design. keluaran terbaru. so yeah, gonna be one year older on 1st april. hehehe. soo.. let me see. wat i wanna blog sumore huh. oh yea, today. hmm.. this morning at 6am called tkv. wanna ask him to fetch me frm sch. no transport home. ahha. i called twice. he picked up the second time. kesian kesian. he was still alseep. ehehee.. im evil. anyway, as expected, he cant. aih~ cant blame him. he dunno hav to go where to tie gadgets. anyway, in school, i didnt pass up all the homeworks. tak sempat do. ahha. berlambak wei my homework. ahha. anyway, i was already getting over the competition. when miss TAN, saw me.. she talked to me. she was like.. 'elynn, congrats ar. i knw u dissapointed. but you have to admit she's way better than you. bla bla bla.. ' i mean like.. hey, i tried my ebst d. must she fucking spoil my mood ar. shit lar.s he wasnt even in the hall lar shitz. and she said.. WAY BETTER> crap la. i give up d. everyone keeps congratulating me. i knw. i appreciate it but im not satisfied. i can just give a weak smile and say thank you. tats all. sighz. dun feel like going for state level. really la miss tan, u suck la. spoil people's mood ni. hmm.. oh yea, airini talked to me this morning. she asked me if i was close to someone. i said not really. she asked me to becareful coz u knw.. ahha. i knw lar. he playboy. im not serious with him neway. ahha. she told me tht they were a couple before. 1 week, sabah. ok, cancel this part. its a private thing. oh and yesterday airin was at there. aww.. miss her so much knw! ahha. she's getting prettier d. ehhe. ok, wait, im no lesbo k! hmm.. then this morning priya talked to me. she said the guy with the cap so sweet coz come and see me play. and also the linesman and the refree coz ask me to rest scared i tired. ahha. yea, thinking twice, they're kinda sweet. hehe. muaks! bluek~ this sunday is a visiting sunday. i wont b going. juz now sis called. she wans duck rice and kim wans char siew rice. ahha. lolz. so cute of kim. anyway, kinda miss him. i mean, i used to depend on him. whenever i had problems or wanted to talk to someone he was always there. tat day i called tkv and talked to him. sighz~ sad case la. patah my semangat ni. i really do miss kim. but mum said i better not go ns this sunday coz i got lotsa things to do. oh well, then i can always call kim and talk to him. niahahahAHAhahahhaa. bluek! dad and mum kinda angry with me. they say i online too much *kinda true* , go out too often *true only*, never study.. *absolutely true!* and i dont seem to care anyway. its like im all about boys ..*opps, no comment* . ahha. they didnt tell em straight. mum todl me tat dad told her tat lar. she ask me to chnage. well.. see how things go lar. haha. wow.. this post veyr long. sighz~ tats all i guess. and if tkv reads this post.. im so dead. haha. oh and btw, ijc campfire today. didnt go. got pass..but tmr nite me going out to city beaview and then after tat to supper d. sighz~ then nex day got sfi pbsm campfire. ahhaa.. lol.. ciao!