if only......

if only i could turn back time, i would have not irritated you, i would have cherished u, if only i could turn back time, i would have told u i love you, if only i could turn back time, i would have thin down and made you mine, if only i could turn back time, i would have told u wat i feel for you, if only i could turn back time, i would have talked to u more, if only i could turn back time, i would have done and undone so many things .. i regret so much now.. i hate myself for doing and not doing certain things.. I HATE MYSELF SOOOO MUCH!!~ help!!! and if only i could turn back time, i would not hva ate soo much these few days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh!! and i would have studied earlier! and i would have got myself organized earlier~! wtf is happening to me? im ruined!!!!!! so fat, so stupid, so unorganized, and sooo fat!!!!!