What if..

What if..

Im sure everyone has had that 'What if" thought in their mind before..

What if this.. What if that..

Its never easy to be happy and satisfied with what you have now. Thats just human nature isnt it?

i admit. im not happy with what and where i am now.

Somehow i wish i was born with a silver spoon in my mouth. *pfft* im NOT insulting my parents ok. I am happy that they provide me with everything i want and need..
but sometimes.. SIGH. nvm..

just let me complain and rant okay?

Somehow i wish i can travel round the world, or just stay put in UK or US, or any other 4 season country.
Somehow i wish i dont have to study my ass off, struggling here..
Somehow i wish i would NEVER grow old.. that i would stay in high school (without teachers) with my friends..
Somehow i wish i can TAKE all my classmates with me to KMB and put them in the same class as me..
Somehow i wish i can just enjoy without worrying about being fat, assignments, tests, lab reports, and quizzes..
Somehow i wish life would be easy..
Somehow i wish i can take a break anytime i want..
Somehow i wish money falls from the sky..

i can continue till tomorrow.. but nothing will change.
All that matters now is working hard (sigh) and enjoying the life i live..

good luck to me.

p/s: see the picture below? the young lady in white and red?? AHH~ shes hot isnt she?

She is esper. MY esper. haha. she is in US now.. in the country side.. (my dreams)
she will be coming back in a few months.. then flying back.. to study there.

note to self : ELYNN! your time will come.. patience..

Anyway to esper.. i wana tag along the next time u fly back. =))))
*pause*
PFFT! forget it. financial problem. GAH!

back to maths now.. grr.

oh yes! I MISS MY FRIENDS!!! my high school friends!!! *sniff sniff*