Bad Mood.

i have physics test tomorrow. which i havent started reading when my roommate stayed up sooooooooooo many nites to study.. and i JUST completed my physics lab report which has to be handed in tomorrow, coz we just got the news today. I still gota do my statistics, maths, alot sumore la..

but no matter how busy i am, i think having a few minutes for myself will be useful. Today is just full of crap.



THAT is an understatement. i wont only bite you.. i might swallow you and chew u up till nothing is left of you. YES, i know it sounds uncivillised, but im sure at one point in life you just WISH you can do that right?

People in KMB are judgemental. VERY. and kiasu. VERY. VERY VERY VERY! Why lar people? relax lar.. aiyoh!

Sincerely, i hate this place. No matter how i try to LOVE this place, i just cant. i dont know why.. if its the people, the environment, or whatever la. And im sick of the food here. Food court, dewan selera, even the food i have in my room! Sometimes i just give up on eating.. coz there is NOTHING which i can feed myself!! ARGH!

In a nutshell, im pretty pissed and frustrated now.. i can clench my teeth till it bleeds, i can knock my head on the wall.. and anything that will hurt less than the torture im suffering inside. yes, its THAT bad. all the happy things i have been saying, i dont mean it. it was self comforting.

But what can i do, i gota live with it right? Anyway thanks to shashi, i got to download Buddhist hymns! and im SO HAPPY! i have been in dying need of it to help my inner self.

for now, back to studying physics. Dammit, i have 7 hours to study and do lots of questions.

DAMMIT KMB-ians, im not BODOH ok! you people just wait.. after mid sem break, see WHO will be telling WHO which question is the killer.

ARGH! whats wrong with the people here??!! I dont even have freedom and privacy here..

*hides in a corner, cries*