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look at the girl. thats how i feel now. sad. disappointed. many reasons to it. anyway i finished my SPM today. last paper was none other than accounts. it was blardy tough i tell you. ok mayb only i felt that way, coz i spent my 4 days celebrating. *bodo mia elynn, tak sedar diri!* i thought i would feel happy feeling the post exams feeling, but i guess i was wrong. A big and extra huge pile of books and papers are waiting to be cleared. and i have no one to pass the books to. got alot of book kay!! some only touch twice. LOL. so anyway, overall for my papers, i guess its quite OKAY. no comments on results. when results out only i tell k. haha. come to think of it, i actually DO miss school. and friends. its sad to think that 5 years have gone, after spending so so much time together, we gota part ways. to start off with, aku kena pergi jadi heroine. LOL. i miss my friends so much. especially esper, eunice and wendy. three of them have always been there for me, and i dare say, the four of us have stuck with each other too long to be true. we know each other so well. so PLEASE.. my dear friends, ALL OF YOU.. keep in touch. the only sweet memory of my high school will be my friends and the much fun we had. i doubt teachers, school work, etc will make me happy. haha. ok gota stop that part. sudah emo lah! haha. oh and i still cant believe im 17! man, i feel so young! haha! TODAYis 1st of december.. and here, i would like to wish a special friend HAPPY BIRTHDAY. its none other than the pretty gorgeous beautiful sweet caring... EUNICE TEOH HUEY LI!!! =) love you eunice! hehe! ok i gota chao. take care peeps. will be back. =)