i see the light.

while some of my friends are already FEELING the light, i can only STARE now. =( 9 papers down, 2 to go. I CAN DO IT! anyway i was OH SO DEPRESSED from my physics paper. yes i still am. and i will be. why can i never do the right thing in exam? but when im studying and all i CAN? crappy shits. anyway when i got home, mum was so so excited. i HAD no idea why. i was trying to hide my depressed look. but then... mummy : ELYNN! faster faster! letter! (well i thought it was some HUGE important letter. stating i got in some college to got some HUGE scholarship.. or not also won a contest.) me : what letter? mummy : NS lah! papa didnt tell u ah? me : so fast? they say 27th only some out? mummy : dunoo.. faster open. just now me and che che wana open but papa say wait for u to open. me : okok. (*SHEAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK* tear the envelope. too exceited. hehe!) *search search.. nama : ELYNN SUAH ** **** no k/p: ******-**-**** nama kem : KEM SEMBRONG, BATU PAHAT me : YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!! not melaka! OMG JOHOR! AIR HITAM! PAPA!!!! I GET AIR HITAM! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! (yes i was overjoyed. dad was outside in the garden. haha!) mummy : HAR? johor? air hitam? THATS SO FAR! me : yeappppppppp. yay! ELAINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I GOT AIR HITAM! (but she was sleeping. swt.) anyway i started sms-ing friends and all. hmm.. excited lar. LOL. at that moment i forgot totally abt my physics d. haha! and i just messaged my cousin on msn to tell him that and this is what he said.. "eh that camp alot people die wan!" SWT! anyway. happy NS people! haha.