this time for real

just been thru some hard times. went shopping today. bought a t shirt for my dad. i like it. i like the colour. will upload the pic of it later. i think its pms. been blaming pms for the past week, but i think its not right. something's wrong between us. so, at last, decided to not contact each other for some time. i think thats the best action. or else, i would blow up one of these days anyway. had this bad bad headache earlier while i was online. so i went off to get my sleep. even skipped SUKMA highlights. sighs. i barely had half an hour of sleep actually and here i am in front of the computer again. was sms-ing my friend who wil be going to singapore and yeah i am sad. then sms-ed my di.. well, as i mentioned, things arent going well between us. so we decided not to contact each other for some time. i think it will help me prepare myself for spm. haha. yes, SPM. i need to prepare. something is telling me, im gonna be skinned alive once school reopens. BUT, i still have ONE MORE CHANCE to prove myself.. trials. its very near u know. sigh. what a life. so i made the decision in a split second. i will NOT online as often as i do anymore. i know i have been saying this lots and lots of times. but this time, im determined. i want my good results, i have to sacrifice. so, i will first try to not online for the next 3 days. and lets see how things goes ok. coz i found out, that going online, and browsing through friendster, and now that msn sucks, makes me depressed. hence, i do not want to online. i want to date with my books. yes, i think being a nerd for the next 3 or 4 months wont do any harm.. therefore, i would love to say.. ALL THE BEST.. and.. oh, miss me ya. lols. alrites. tata.