whoa

dunno why today feel so realxed. which is bad. last nite didnt really sleep well. was on bed at 12.30am but only managed to sleep at 1.30am. last nite suddenly had the fear. mayb coz i was thinking of thursday's exam. havent read a thing yet. so i was thinking abt HWc as well adnd how last year the f3's had to go out halfway thru camp to get their results. then suddenly my hands were all cold. i mean, im scared tat i wont get straights. what if i open my sijil and see all A's except one B? im scared.. then how i knw wor, my dream aso like dat. i dreamt, i took pmr results then see all A's on top. but as it came down the list i saw B. not one, but two! aihs. i was so scared lar! im not sure if i can get straights. im not sure if i can get a B or two. i dunno! its complicated this feeling. yenyi said havent sit for exam aso think like dat d. ahha. yea i knw, but i canot help it la ryte if god wants me to dream and think ok if early. mayb its not yet too late to work harder now. its not. i knw. someone promised me to be there for me, whether my results good or bad. i'll keep tat promise in mind. i will. p/s: heard alot of my frens got A for chinese! yay! very happy for u all! congratz ya!