oh God.

i wonder why i put tat as the title. maybe coz i was juz looking into the dictionary for the word god brother. but to no avail. aww. so sad. oh wait. try to find if got the word 'korkor' hehe. *oppsss.. hehe.. dun hav ler* . was juz doind tat for fun. i really miss my godbro. saw his pic tat day. so kiut d. hehe. but too bad la.. *dot dot dot*.. anyway, i got bored of looking at books so dad gav me this cd. with questions inside. so i can use the lapotp to answer the questions. in my room. on my study table. yay! with internet access. double yay! and here i am now, doing this. *triple yahoo!* .. haha. big deal. been so caught up with studies and sum other stuffs till i cant really remember when was the last time i sat in fornt of the laptop, on my study table, with headphones on, full volume, listening to the best music on earth. like now. hehe. so lets see, trials juz over. which is kinda bad actually. didnt realy fair very good this time. dad brought back answers for me d. and for god's sake *sorry* my kh got 21 wrong! and tats the subject tat i really really study for trials after all this 3 years. sighz. but to my delight, the answers kerajaan gave had numerous mistakes, so dad's sch teacher will re-write all answers. *phew*. but my hope of getting a for kh is like totally gone coz i checked my answers with the book's facts. and im poven wrong. sighz. nvm. the rest are okay ler. not tat good. dad was kinda angry with me leh. he says i dont do enuf practices and exercises. ok fine! i'll do it lor now. hehe. and he doesnt really has the confidence tat i'll get straight a's. to tell d truth, i dun think i will as well. *SAD!!!!!* ok forget abt it. i actually am glad to be in mgss. sometimes. the teachers are great. no joke. i mean, i sms my teachers leh! haha. not for fun la of coz. got hal ma. juz now pn AY jus sms me. ahha. i love her. very cute. ehheh. a really nice lady. =) someone told me in sch today tat theres rumours/gossip abt me. and guess wat? i wasnt at all angry! despite the fact tat im menstruating now. and i actually laughed at wat she told me! hahahhaa. seriously, its the funniest rumour tat i hav ever heard. XD not gonna tell wats it abt.. go figure it out urself. ahahahaha.. juz now while shopping mum bought a pants for me. costs rm50. she says its ok. oklo.. buy lor. veyr nice. big deal. then went another shop, there was this dress.. ook ni la, but very nice. mum asked if i wanted it. it was expensive kay. and i seldom wear dress also la. then she said tat i muz dress up abit. ahhaa.. and i threw this question at her 'why? scared i no bf aR? scared no son in law izzit??? no need worry ler. hahaha" . she laughed. she said shes not worried. yea ryte. told her before i wont get married. hahahaha. frens say im a carrier woman. mayb. mayb not. see hwo things go. gawd,mum's great! haha! oh yea, went for LEo installation meeting today. they asked me to giv thank you speech. aww! how am i supposed to do tat? i dunno wat to say aso! nvm ler, lion wesley say can ask him. ahah.. oh well, dad can help me. i guess. then there was this pandu puteri meeting. or rather renjers la. president didnt ask to go. so no need go la. aihz. i really miss my korkor. i dunno why. i mean, we've never been very close, like some other godbro and godsis. but i dunno la. juz miss him. hey he's a nice guy kay. miss him so much. but well... *secret*. only god knws wats going on now. i can only wait with milllions of question marks in my head. sighz. sad. but wat to do.. i love you kor! very very very much! wanna see u soon! *cross fingers* oh well, im done here. gotta go do some stuffs. nitez everyone.