me? water polo??

exams sucks as usual. tmr last day of exams. kh, moral, and geografi. great. havent read one single thing yet. hmm anyhow, nex month will b training water polo for melaka club.. gonna play frenly match with dunno watch club.. me? waterpolo? niahahahahhahaha.. tats the biggest joke ever.. holidays are coming, but i got no plans.. dare not make plans. first, gonna b busy. second, sis not here. third, no one to go out with. fourth, im not sure if i have to mood to go out or not. sighzz i dunno.. these few days have been hell. im serious. i sometimes think its much better if i just leave everything and juz go somewhere else. hiding frm everyone. i dont know!!!!!!! i juz wanna think things over, but exams are soooooo taking up my time. im typing this now coz i need someone to talk to, but no one is here. juz chatted to korkor.. after such a long time. laz time i chat to him was 27th march.. o smtg like dat. anywwy juz found out that nex month he's going up kl. this is seriously so sad. after coming bck frm ns, cheng kim is gonna study.. he says will b going kl most prob. and tat really made me sad. no joke. i mean.. argh! watever la.. juz the thought of it makes me so sad. im not contacting someone anymore.. i mean.. i havent been contacting la.. i juz found out smtg lor.. very sad..but happy for him. i guess people live their life so much more peacefully without me. happy for them. anyhow, me have to go and study already. tata. all the best. age quod agis. ELYNN, jia you!