beautifully broken

engkau telah mensia-siakan kepercayaanku terhadapmu. tidak mungkin kau berpatah balik lagi. jika ini yang patut ku terima, adakah adil jika engkau mampu tersenyum sedangkan ku di sini ku merana dalam hatiku yang telah luka olehmu. so yeah.. i dont know why i like writing in BM. sounds more nice. ehhe.. sometimes i find english language really pathetic. especially lessons in school. nope, its not the teacher's fault.. its just... i dunno.. very low standard i guess. and our paper 2 is so boring. we're supposed to write an essay.. and we have no choice while BM paper.. we have a choice. unfair isnt? haha.. i knw i knw.. this IS malaysia afterall.. but i guess i love BM so much! and i wont fret anymore.. lets see.. ntg much has happened.. only a few minor minor wan.. but nah, it wont b anyhow interesting to blog. school is as usual.. busy as usual.. despite the fact tat exams are this wednesdy, i seem too relaxed. haha~ expect to fail every subject i guess. well, as for myself... after wesak day.. i am a lil better i guess. doing better juz tat i am putting on weight! wah.. geram mannn!!!! fatty elynn. seriously.. i can my face getting fatter and bigger. haha.. nvm. later got swimming training then tonite perhaps i dance or smtg. hehehe.. and no doubt im missing someone dearly.. just a fren but yeah, miss him loads. more like a big bro actually.. his absence have made me a stronger person.. i guess. haha! only god knws la.. hmm.. i guess tats it la.. just need to really settle down and concentrate on my studies. im better now i think.. only tat there are some disturbance such as.. pandu puteri, kerja kursus, and homeworks.. haha.. as for now, i think i better chao and do my homework first.. or else i wont hve the time to study tonite. XD till then, god bless. muakz