my heart?

hey.. lotsa things happened last nite.. sad things i mean.. being ignored and stuff.. very sad.. but well, im pulling through! cant believe this is the true him.. i never thought he would be like this..mayb i should have never trusted him.. and trusted my sis.. she experienced before ler.. sgh~ nvm.. i'll take this as an important lesson of life.. this has happened to me before many many many times.. -.-" .. anyway, last nite got happy things alsoo.. last nite got lar someone chat to me.. lol. cant believe it.. but sadly, he dunno my name wan.. ish.. haha oh! yea.. my dream.. was terrible.. i dreamt that me, my dad n jae mie went on a ship at er.. dunno where.. then it was like suddenly we remembered the titanic.. then oh yea~ it was the titanic anniversary or smtg.. was on the 24th of december or 14th.. i also not sure.. then idunno why i go and say.. 'something sure happen wan'.. then everyone was like scolding me for talking nonsense.. then again, at er.. 12 noon sharp ar, i say again.. 'something's gonna happen'.. then i heard some sounds like lion roar.. then we look behind, i saw the waves coming up.. i think its more like tsunami than titanic lar.. but anyway, the waves rose and hit our ship.. my dad held me n jae mie tightly and we swam n swam n swam n swam.. till we reached er.. kajang river or smtg.. lol.. funny dream. then after tat we were save.. and i woke up d.. haha.. weird dream huh.. but true la.. the dream so dran true.. oh yea.. then after that in the dream, i felt like calling ck and kell vin to tell him what happened.. weird huh? haha.. yea.. oh yea, another bad news.. tht day i was chattin to kor kor chai weng and dunno how come came up kell vin's name.. then kor kor was like.. 'he kena ns right.. good for him.. let him die there..' huh? i was so blurr and was like.. -.-" then the same conversation, my nick said i need a new squash coach.. then kor kor said ask nicole david to train me n stuff.. i said.. im waiting for kell vin lar, when he come back frm ns then can go play together. or mayb kell vin can train me a bit abit lar.. kor kor was like.. 'train his backside ar!' .. okok.. mayb im writing too much d lar... juz forget the part abt kor kor n kell vin.. =D .. no matter what, i will till love kor kor and kell vin the same! ehhe.. muaks! god bless..