Saturday, January 14, 2006

i cant take it anymore..

i cant take it anymore! i mean, all the agm' are over.. and im filled with sooooooooooooooo many things to do.. kinda lazy wanna list down, but i think i cant take it anymore.. just talked to kim on the fon for 30 mins.. kinda relieved a lil.. and sure he was suffering when he was hearing me talk.. no doubt about that.. sigh~ i mean, the stress has come.. and im feeling it.. i cried juz now.. *paiseh* .. too stressful lar~ i mean, everyone puts high expectation on me.. but what if i fail? i dont wanna dissapoint them, but deep down in my heart, something just tells me that i'll dissapoint them.. especially in PMR.. sigh~ i myself have no confident in scoring even a single A in PMR.. and tat sucks kay.. i mean.. nvm.. mum puts really high expectation on me.. and that worries me A LOT! sigh~ i also dunno lar.. school leh, i hold so many post, i feel so stressed! i mean, yea, i very lebey.. kim agree with me.. ! =/ yaya.. i lebey .. whatever lar.. but then, i didnt noe it'll be this bad kay.. i mean, argh! dunno hwo to explain.. its like, i have soooo much work to do.. that i dont know where to start! really really confusing.. its like, now im sooo busy that i dont have time to miss someone.. ehhehehe.. sigh~ after cny im really gonna piah d.. cannot tahan d.. its better to suffer now ryte.. anyway, gotta do the pengawas carta d.. sigh~ the guru disiplin all nto yet give pictures.. how to do? lee suan wans it on monday.. die lar! =X

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