sad sad

so, u noe what happened last nite eh? yea.. after tat i cried.. but not eveyrhtiung came out.. i dunno why.. mayb i didnt hav anymore tears coz i cried on saturday afternoon too.. then i miss called raymond.. tak sangak he call me back.. i also angkat lah the call.. then he talk nonsense.. dunno wat.. suddenly my fon cut the whole conversation.. argh~! so, i buat tak tahu ni lah~ when i on my hp back, i send a good nite message to raymond.. then tetiba he call back~ aiks? ahha.. pick up lor.. then dunno wat nonsense.. haih~ then cheng kim talked to me.. (adrian, cheng kim, raymond at someone's house.. wanna study konon.. today they ponteng sch) .. then cheng kim asked me what happened.. but i didnt tell.. i dunno why but i dont wanna tell people abt this.. he kept pestering me.. ahha.. but still, i didnt tell.. after 15 minutes talking to them, then we finally said goodnite and slept.. haha.. of coz, b4 i slept, i cried.. i cant help it.. but i still dont understand why mus he do this to me.. so, i woke up abt 10 something just now and i just couldnt believe that i cried over someone who doesnt even care about me.. someone who htaes me sooo much tat he doesnt even wanna look or talk to me.. what more like me.. =( sigh.. guess life's really like tat..