heartbroken~

sigh~ tomoro holiday.. was so happy just now.. but then something just spoiled my mood.. i online in frenster.. then ryte.. u neo ryte can view who has seen ur profile.. i was ooo glad when i saw 'him' on tat list.. but after tht, when i viewed my own profile.. he wasnt there wor.. then i found him and then i reallised he deleted me frm his list.. aww... how come? i like him sooo much.. and he's doing this to me.. mayb he noes i like him.. tsk tsk.. sobsssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! spoil my mood la.. i just wanna noe why he did that.. i just dont noe why.. he hates me i gues... but why? he doesnt even look at me or talk to me.. but why? please lah tell me.. im so heartbroken now. and ive got no one to spill it out to.. =(