wanna cry..

hie.. it's 3.42 am now and i m in penang.. cant sleep.. donno why.. its just that i feel like all my frens are just not my frens anymore.. i am like a srtanger to them.. why? i really hate this situation u know.. being ignored.. very very irritating.. and some people just wont switch on their handphones.. which really pisses me off.. well, since they switch off their handphone, i also did the same.. and man!! i am so fat already!!