*cries* sob sob

isk.. so bored back here in melaka.. miss everyone.. =(.. nobody seems to vare bout me.. so bad wan they all.. wanna cry!! =( .. all so bad wan.. i hate guys who treat me like tht.. but ilike them also.. haiyoh.. wat to do?????????????????? now i understand.. what love is.. anyway, i so so so so so so so so so fat already!!! scared someone dowan me lar! and i also miss dickson.. and i also miss swimming the most!! =( .. also miss penang.. how i wish i can go for national swimming meets next year,,.. btui know.. i just can dream.. it'll never come true!! =( .. go to hell lar me..