death

Today, i told my dad that i have news about his friend who just passed away. I saw the shock in his eyes, he prolly didnt expect it, unlike the time i got that fateful call from mummy about porpor.

i actually cried like that when i lost my porpor :'(

After i confirmed with him that its the same person, he was walking in and out of the kitchen (where i was), preparing for his daily visit to the gym. Each time he walked in, he would say something good about his friend. "he played hockey with me last time", "he was a joker, a funny man", "he's younger than me".

I guess he took it quite hard. He must have been really close to that friend. :(

And it makes me realise that one day, i will get bad news about the people around me too. Or maybe, my friends and family will get the bad news. What will people say? What will I say?

I am actually someone who takes losses very badly. Like really badly.

This life is.. temporary. Nothing is permanent, except change. Only change is permanent.

well, just a thought. take care everyone :D