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trial exam is over! but here comes the worse part. RESULTS. sigh. got back a few papers d. yeah got my A1 for all those, FOR NOW only. but i dont seem to be contented. whats wrong with me? gosh elynn! now.. look at the picture. thats how i feel. lols. but dont worry.. me wont commit suicide. too young for that! haha. still gota achieve my dreams u know.. hehe! and one definite subject to miss out my A is BIOLOGY. but i love my teacher. she seems optimistic. last week.. Teacher : ELYNN.. i wana cekik you! the alveolus question.. i said before already.. must comepare.. etc etc etc. me : oh.. aiyah nvm la. Teacher : you know out of 10 marks u get how much or not? 4 only! me : sigh.. ok. to tell the truth, i TOUGHT i did compare the right way. but guess i was wrong. heck la. and then.. sambung conversation.. me : teacher, my paper how? teacher : okok laa.. ok. so once u hear her say OK OK la.. means its NOT GOOD. she's very optimistic. and my marks very BAD ok. oh.. then after getting back paper 2.. me : aiyoh teacher.. die lar die larr.. no A already la.. teacher : this time no A, SPM can wan la.. now thats why i love her! =) and my add maths.. suicide. i lost 10 marks coz im so careless! and.. i lose 1 mark coz the teacher said improper fraction cant be accpeted. sad. die. duno can get A anot. =( i must be contented. MUST BE CONTENTED. must be disciplined. MUST BE DISCIPLINED. MUST MUST MUST! sad lah. i just cant seem to get bio and sejarah in my head. no wait, i CAN. must say i CAN. nasiblar, got frens to push me and give me advice. hehe! thanks everyone! ok.. now.. back to my room to read.. i hope. after finish reading about the hadron collider la. hehe! nite everyone!