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soooo.. yesterday was good.. a day to remember.. ust read my xanga blog to noe why.. anyway, yesterday nite made a plan.. wanted to go mp watch geisha with anselm. but tak jadi coz no tickets.. ahha.. kesian.. then today make plans with wen chiang.. wanna go mp on friday.. watch geisha.. got tickets d.. hehe.. but then wanna ajak wendy.. btu she wans anotehr girl to go with her, excluding me. fon here fon there in there end no one can go. i mean girls.. so she say she dowanna go.. aih~ however, forget abt tat.. yesteray afternoon i was very emotional.. im crazee over the song 'i believe in you' by il divo n celine dion. so yesterday mum n sis were sleeping n i was using d laptop.. thne i use headphone n put d volme to d max.. and hear tat song again n again n again.. and while hearing to tat song, i thought of him.. i cried.. i mean, tears came down, but i just hold my feelings back.. and i smsed someone saying i need to talk to someone.. i'll call tht someone later at nite.. i dunno y but i seemed so emo yesterday afternnnon.. i myself cant understand.. i look at the computer screen n just.. thought of him.. and tears came down.. wats up with me, i dunno~ so yesterday nite at 1.30am,.. hear tht song again,.. this time tears came down, i didnt hold my feelings back, but the tears wont come out.. its painful u noe.. when u wanna cry everything out but ntg seems to come out.. and i wanted to call someone to talk.. btu too bad tat fella didnt pick up fon.. so i gave up and juz slept.. was so sad.. till now i miss him.. all those ns people.. ih~ miss them.. i mean, they wont b back till 1 month time.. sad ey? yea i noe.. went to see yen yi yesterday.. he looks cute haha.. with his hair like this, he looks dman cute! hehehehehehehe.. and i saw someone's ex.. sad indeed.. anyway, i wanna go sleep d.. tata