sleepless nites

so, hey.. wazzap..? cant remember when was the last time i updated my blog.. haha.. holidays started d.. yahoo? or boo? well, it BOO for me.. coz i hate holidays.. i prefer schooling days.. i made a promise to myslef before the school holidays started.. i was gonna exercise and go on a diet during school holidays. and alos study for mypmr nex year.. but nothing is going on as planned.. sigh... i just dont have the 'mood'.. haha~ mayb i'll try.. try only! cannot guarantee.. but i still go for mr chin's tuition every sunday till this end of the month.. and i'll consider it ok lah.. since i got do some reading and studying every week.. for only 2 hours.. haha.. nah~ mayb i SHUD get my lazy bum ass kicking er.. tomorrow? haha.. i'll TRY!!! hmm.. nothing much to write.. only tat im confused these days.. confused abt what i shud do..and who i like.. mayb im juz not ready for a relationship eh? yea.. guess so.. cant sleep latst few nites.. been doing a LOT of thinking.. and the more i think, the more i hate myself.. sigh~ i dunno lah.. mayb i juz need sumone to talk to.. kim's havin spm.. so cant disturb him and he's like the only person i can and dare to talk abt everything to.. well, for those who ARE reaidn this, and kim, if u're readin this, i juz wanna say.. i treat u more than a fren.. more like a bro.. and i think u make a very good bro.. *winks*.. haha~ guess i'll stop here ey? got a lot of blogs to update.. haha.. till then..