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Video code provided by Music Video Codes ok.. so suddenly i was angry with everything.. just all of the sudden.. how to start.. hmm.. hokay.. let me see.. SOME people might think that i ungkitkan peristiwa lama.. but i cant hold it anymore.. im too angry.. and i dont have anyone to let it go at.. so, let me write this here and i MIGHT forget abt it later... lets start.. in school, that time pandu puteri farewell party, each and every one of my committee members and also the patrol leaders and assistants paid rm8 for wat? to eat mee and beehun goreng + water + one kuih + water.. like.. huh? .. then.. its not like u wanna explain why we paid rm8.. so after tat pn elaine explained to me tat we dont have enough money.. nvm.. its ok.. but like duh~! can u please ask us our opinion first before doing the farewell? it was during the test week k~ and then i noe lah the seniors also got test.. because of my seniors we had to march for hari koku which was about one or two weeks before that`! we were not supposed to march~! its our senior's job.. anyway, wateva lah~! so, cant u just ask us of our opinion about what we wanna eat and when we wanna do it.. so we can sebulat suara..~ but u didnt do it.. sigh~ sad.. anyway, sambung.. and then u said that we were given an early notice so we did have time to prepare for our tests.. but the thing is.. dont you think about us? we had to stayback eveyrday (well, not exactly we, i didnt, coz had squash training) .. so, my committees had to stayback and march, till so tired and plus the amount of homework we have, do you think we have time to study? NO~! we dont~! and we said we dont wanna pay, u made noise, and also when a few of us don wanna stayback, u say MUST stayback.. huh? coz u said u ordered our food d.. so, then tht morning i told u tht a few of the girls didnt wanna stayback, but all paid, then u asked me rudely.. 'why didnt tell me early early? i ordered their food d..' u sounded angry, u were i guess.. then i couldnt stand it anymore, i went to my sis's class shouted there, told my sis if i die early, i'll haunt the girl till she 'kek' and die~! i cried.. it was test time ok.. was having a heavy paper after tat.. neway, my sis went to tell pn elaine and pn elaine called me and asked me.. so, i told the whole truth, and she said she didnt noe tat it was tat serious and she did not hav ay perbincangan.. so wateva~ the party was going to be tht afternoon itself, just let it be over.. so, the party time came, and i helped around carrying the chairs and stuff.. ajak my out going seniors to makan.. i sat there with my sis and gang.. i refused to eat~! i was soooooo thirsty but i didnt even took a sip of water frm there.. i dont care.. im not going to eat... ggrr.. oh yea, as i mentioned earlier, there were only the cheap cheap food lah.. nvm lo.. but all together it came to about rm200+..~! see lah, dowanna bincang sumore, if bincang, i could have got a cheaper price frm my dad's fren.. another story, prefect's camp.. i got into trouble for this.. ahha.. who cares.. i posted on frenster abt the prefect camp,.. and some mulut becok went to tell teacher.. principal.. sigh~ but too bad, i dont care~ ahahhaha.. so, i donno who is the mulut becok, but then she went to tell teacher.. or mayb teacher saw it herself? anyway, the camp sucked~! im telling the truth~! they treated us like we had no dignity~ ggrr.. ~~ so, then my discipline teacher asked me why i did tat, i told the truth, and she said i shouldnt do tat, coz its in the public.. and she said i should have voiced out when miss johnson asked us abt the camp on the last day.. but u noe wat? miss johnson didnt even ask us what we think abt the camp.. she only asked us wat we learnt frm the camp.. so, sambung,, miss tan talked to me before i went to NEIC.. and i thought ..'ok, lets forget abt it..' but NO~! she asked my sis abt it.. my sis says she doesnt neo and my sis asked me abt it.. i told loe.. and then my sis say.. 'its ur blog wat, its like ur own diary..' duh~ quite true.. ahha.. so, now i hope eveyrhting is forgotten abt tat camp.. coz it sucks too much.. then, tat time er.. oh yea, raptai hari koku.. tat morning we prefects and probates were supposed to help to keep the girls quiet.. but as u noe, its impossible.. miss tan had to help, but to no avail.. akkaa.. the, after recess, my senior had a meeting with us.. she scolded us wor.. she say we didnt do out duty.. hey, the fact is, we DID our duty, its just tat its impossible to be able to keep the girls absolutely quiet.. esp in the tapak when it was all wet and they couldnt sit down coz it rianed the nite b4 tat.. then she told us.. ' I want you all to make the girls quiet tomoro.. miss tan is veyr angry.. she wants us to make the girls very very quiet tomoro.. and make sure she doesnt come and help..' meaning she is saying tat we didnt do our duty well tat morning.. wateva~.. ok.. i understand.... but u see? its by nature tat girls love to talk.. they will talk no matter what.. unless something interesting is happneing.. if u r the prefecta nd i am talking and u come and ask me to keep quiet .. ok, i will.. but once u step away a few metres, i'll talk again, right? kekeke.. mayb it was right for her to meet with us and tell us tat, but cant she say it in a less rude way? i told my sis abt it and my sis said.. she shud have told us like this ..' girls, i noe its hard to make the girls keep quiet, but try ur best ok?' .. doesnt tat sound better? my sis has a point there.. ahha..so, i just walked away pissed lah.. and thsi morning.. had exams..a nd i havent studied lah.. today was penulisan, moral and science 2.. so, i was reading my book when suddenly my senior came then i look at here while hafal'ing something.. then tak pasal pasal she jeling at me.. lucky i never smile, if not i'll b labelled as insane.. or i'll b scolded at the nex meeting coz we are not supposed to smile during duty.. sigh~ so, she jeling at me.. damn tajam sia the jelingan... ggrr.. i still dunno wat was tat for.. ok, so mayb i DID hurt ur feelings.. but u hurt mine more~!!! so, ur dad is a teacher in our school, does it make u so big? yea.. BIG as in MEMBESARKAN DIRI.. merendahkan orang lain.. i hate people who do tat u noe.. im just being patient.. wanna noe smtg? my principal asked my dad to come to my school, but he refused.. means, if my dad comes, i'll be able to make myself BIG? NO WAY~! im not tat kinda person.. neway, told my sis and she said i shud letak jawatan.. woohhooo~~~~ cant wait to do tat., but first, need to think.. ahhaha.. okok, tmr test, keke.. gotta study lah~ before tat, i still think tat i have the right to do what i want and u dont hav the right to stop me~!! muahaha.. evil eh? kakaka.. jkjk.. wish me luck.. feel so great now tat eveyrhting's out.. hahaa.. so, tata.. ~!