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T_T ......... im so sad~! last nite damian was online u noe.. i knew it was him who was online but somehow he said that he was brian.. i cant believe it! not that i like him or what.. but i cant believe he lied to me! i treat him as my big bro all along and this is how he treats me? i dont know what to feel... im gonna miss him anyway.. since i cant see him anymore.. its sad ryte? but what can i do? life is like that... and i dont know what happened but i cried in my sleep last nite and my eyes all bengkak.. what happened? whats happening???????????? i miss damian.. i have to say.. but i dont like him k..i treat him as my big bro.. and another sad case.. i was waiting for cheng kim to online last nite but i was tired of waiting and decided to go offline early.. and guess what? he actually onlined last nite! after i went offline of course.. man~! how can these be happening to me when i really need people's support?