unlucky me..

had squash competition yesterday... lost.. and today.. i had another event.. and i lost again.. how can this happen? i just dont understand..!! anyway, my game totally sucked.. and my day totally suucked too... enough bout the competition.. talking bout it makes me sad... now... i have changed a lot.. and i changed into evill.. into a bad gal.. why is this happening? is someone influencing me? maybe.. there's one person in mind.. but i dont think so.. maybe its just me wiht the problem.. i am actually toooooooooooooooooooo sensitive.. according to my frens... and i am also very ego.. according to myself.... i think im toooooooo ego to be true... elynn suah, u suck! how can u actually be so cheap? depend on urself.. when u r down, remember that the best person to talk to is yourself and find out ur mistakes.. not by calling other people and curse and swear! elynn suah, u better change.. i feel digusted with ur attitude... chage for d better!! hope to c better changes in u tomoro..!! nitez~