i hate myself

omg! i just hate myself and everyone in this world!~ my friend is so so so disrespectful to me.. i didnt let her see my pencil case coz of my private things.. and she just snatched my pencil case and look at my private thing!!!!!! i HATE HER!!!!!!!!!!!! it gets very annoying u know.. i trust her.. and she does this to me.. !!! and i hate myself becoz i am so FAT!! i just dont know what to do now..... i wonder how i managed to slim down so much last time.. and now i cant do it.. why why why?????????????????????? i just dont know what to do now... I-A-M-A-P-I-S-S-E-D-L-O-S-E-R!!!!!!!!! <--- read that?? thats what i am now!!!